Toothbrush

Violet now has 4 teeth, for beautiful white teeth with a cute little gap in her top 2. It makes her smile so much more awesome and I LOVE IT. I bought her a baby toothbrush today and we used it for the first time. It was hilarious, she honestly couldn't get enough of the thing and I suppose it probably felt really great on her sensitive gums. Anyway, she was a little sad when we stopped. I told my mom and she said "Make sure you get that in writing from her that she LIKED brushing her teeth".


The other night Cristian and I were looking at all the photos of her that we have, almost a year old, WHAT? It made me tear up and I'm not quiet sure why. I'm happy she's developing, but I guess I'm already starting to worry about how I'll feel when she won't give me adorable kisses and hug my face from time to time. And what about when I have to stop cuddling her off to sleep...

I get ahead of myself and have to remember that she's not even one years old... yet... but the future scares me. I love that little girl more then I ever knew would be possible. Sure, there are moments where punching her in the face seems like a good idea but the truth is I would NEVER intentionally do anything to hurt that little miracle. And I'm scared about people who WOULD.


In other news we're working on finding a different job for Cristian. His boss isn't the nicest person and he's having a hard time leaving what happens at work.. at work. It's starting to effect our home life a little bit in ways that I'm not to thrilled about. So hopefully we can find something quickly. I just want him to be happier because when he's happy, I'm happy. And vice versa. So the job hunt begins!


My workout weight loss plan has been coming along great. I need to start getting more cardio in though. I finally have my arm dimples back and I feel like my core is finally starting to tighten up. Tori and Cristian even said I was looking thinner the other day so.. that was good news. Still need to work on the cardio though. My weight has stayed about the same but the way my weight looks is much more appealing. I'm okay with it and I figure if I just keep doing what I'm doing eventually the weight factor will catch up with how I actually look and feel and I'm willing to wait and be patient.

More later